Desiring God ministry posted a wonderful article, by Greg Morse, online HERE this past week. I recommond you click through and read it. Perhaps one key quote or two might encourage you to do so....
You ascend the pulpit. Eyes gaze up at you. And then you say it. “Good morning . . . I beg your forgiveness beforehand. My oldest son was sick all week, and I had less time to prepare than I hoped.” Or, “Good morning . . . please excuse my voice. I’m just getting over a cold.” Is anything wrong with such remarks? Hopefully not. But that hasn’t been the case with me. I have found that we might offer excuses beforehand, not because we are full of love for God and the souls before us, but because we are too full of self. Pride makes us anxious and insecure of what they will think of us. [emphasis added]
It isn't only pride in view, says Morse, who doesn't hold back.
Making excuses for our leaner sermons is but one possible expression of being drunk on self. Shattering at negative feedback is another. Salivating after compliments still another
Then, Morse quotes from Richard Baxter's Reformed Pastor.
Were it not for shame, [some preachers] could find in their hearts to ask people how they liked them, and to draw out their commendations. If they perceive that they are highly thought of, they rejoice, as having attained their end; but if they see that they are considered but weak and common men, they are displeased, as having missed the prize they had in view. (The Reformed Pastor, 126)
Brothers, take some time to read -- and weigh -- this article and your own sermon-writing and/or excusing.
Yours by Divine mercy,
PDB